The diary
by Hollywood Undead
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Cuz I don´t wanna be like this,
I´ve been running these streets for too long now, I´ve got nothing, it´s true, but this song now.
But the further I go, I wanna go home.
[x2]
I fuckin swear that I care,
but it´s hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare.
Oh my decelate soul, in my decelate home, it´s my decelate role, yeah I´m here all alone.
I can´t think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed, curtains close, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven´t shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak.
Tolerance at it´s peak, another fit just to sleep.
Oh who it´s me, who it´s me, I guess I need love.
Hoes ya see, Hoes ya see, I´m just in a rud.
And I swear I´m trying, baby please, baby don´t leave.
God Damn I´m a fuck up, but I guess that´s just me.
So I´ll sit in my room and I´ll cry in my bed, thinking about all the shit that made me wrong in my head.
I keep trying to climb but it seems so steep, pour my self a fuckin whiskey and go back to sleep, bitch.
Cuz I don´t wanna be like this,
I´ve been running these streets for too long now, I´ve got nothing, it´s true, but this song now.
But the further I go, I wanna go home.
[x2]
I watched my momma cry, she says "baby why", I say "baby die".
Babys´ gone, like a suicide.
I don´t think you´ll see him soon, mom.
stay out my room, mom.
Tell daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you, mom.
I sing this shit for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan.
these beers keep getting warmer everytime that I hold em.
I pour this out for you like a partner in crime.
It´s part of the times, when your sick in the mind.
Yeah I´m sick, oh so sick, I´m so sick of this shit.
Yeah I´m lit, I´m so lit, I´m so fucked up off it.
So I stumble around, till I stumble, fall down to this puddle of my tears laying here on the ground.
When you´ve got nothing left, you´ve got nothing left to loose.
With my last and single breath, I´ll still be singing to you.
So when you bury me, man, you better bury me deep.
And sing along to this song cuz you´re broken like me.
Cuz I don´t wanna be like this,
I´ve been running these streets for too long now, I´ve got nothing, it´s true, but this song now.
But the further I go, I wanna go home.
[x2]
And I wanna go back to the start, back where we started from.
And I know it´s been so long.
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along. [x2]
Cuz I don´t wanna be like this,
I´ve been running these streets for too long now, I´ve got nothing, it´s true, but this song now.
But the further I go, I wanna go home.
[x2]
I´ve been running these streets for too long now, I´ve got nothing, it´s true, but this song now.
But the further I go, I wanna go home.
[x2]
I fuckin swear that I care,
but it´s hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare.
Oh my decelate soul, in my decelate home, it´s my decelate role, yeah I´m here all alone.
I can´t think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed, curtains close, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven´t shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak.
Tolerance at it´s peak, another fit just to sleep.
Oh who it´s me, who it´s me, I guess I need love.
Hoes ya see, Hoes ya see, I´m just in a rud.
And I swear I´m trying, baby please, baby don´t leave.
God Damn I´m a fuck up, but I guess that´s just me.
So I´ll sit in my room and I´ll cry in my bed, thinking about all the shit that made me wrong in my head.
I keep trying to climb but it seems so steep, pour my self a fuckin whiskey and go back to sleep, bitch.
Cuz I don´t wanna be like this,
I´ve been running these streets for too long now, I´ve got nothing, it´s true, but this song now.
But the further I go, I wanna go home.
[x2]
I watched my momma cry, she says "baby why", I say "baby die".
Babys´ gone, like a suicide.
I don´t think you´ll see him soon, mom.
stay out my room, mom.
Tell daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you, mom.
I sing this shit for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan.
these beers keep getting warmer everytime that I hold em.
I pour this out for you like a partner in crime.
It´s part of the times, when your sick in the mind.
Yeah I´m sick, oh so sick, I´m so sick of this shit.
Yeah I´m lit, I´m so lit, I´m so fucked up off it.
So I stumble around, till I stumble, fall down to this puddle of my tears laying here on the ground.
When you´ve got nothing left, you´ve got nothing left to loose.
With my last and single breath, I´ll still be singing to you.
So when you bury me, man, you better bury me deep.
And sing along to this song cuz you´re broken like me.
Cuz I don´t wanna be like this,
I´ve been running these streets for too long now, I´ve got nothing, it´s true, but this song now.
But the further I go, I wanna go home.
[x2]
And I wanna go back to the start, back where we started from.
And I know it´s been so long.
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along. [x2]
Cuz I don´t wanna be like this,
I´ve been running these streets for too long now, I´ve got nothing, it´s true, but this song now.
But the further I go, I wanna go home.
[x2]
