A lonely cry for help reaching out for help
to anyone
A silent prayer to God to help you your way
I´ve been depressed so long
It´s hard to remember when I was happy
I´ve felt like suicide a dozen times or more
But that´s the easy way, that´s the selfish way
The hardest part is to get on with your life

You´re searching in the dark
Clutching at straws to find a way
You take the Tarot cards
And throw them to the wind
Your question your beliefs, your inner thoughts,
your whole existence
And if there is a God then answer if you will
And tell me of my fate, tell me of my place
Tell me if I´ll ever rest in peace

If you could live your life again
Would you change a thing
Or leave it all the same
If you had the chance again
Would you change a thing at all

When you look back at your past
Can you say that you are proud
Of what you´ve done
Are there times when you believe
that the right you thought was wrong

All of my life I have believed
Judgement of Heaven is waiting for me
All of my life now I have believed
Judgement of Heaven awaits for me

All of my life I have believed
Judgement of Heaven is waiting for me
Is waiting for me...