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by Speech Debelle
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2 am in my hostel bed, my eyes them red, my belly aint fed,
I got butter but I aint got bread and I´m smoking on my last cigarette.
I aint got creds I can´t make calls, got no papers I got no jewels.
Got debts up to my eyeballs who made these rules, it´s a catch 22.
Christmas soon come and I got no funds but what´s Christmas if you aint at mums.
What I´m spose to do sit here and wait for this little JSA. No blasted way,
I´m a call G and get a food on conceit or use my giro and by a 16th,
now that´s small time but I got to make p´s, I´m so hungry man I just gotta eat and 2 a certain degree,
I´m intrigued by these streets, they say misery loves company and I´m so comfy I could fall asleep but I can´t do that.
I´m surrounded by cats, filthy cats sitting in steps with cat size rats.
Yep it´s a fact I´m truly lost now, will I end up where I can´t be found.
When life hits you with issues, Makes you wanna cry and wet tissues,
Wondering who´s really with you, what you gonna do,
When it gets a dramatic, and its over the top like bad acting,
Sinking ship and you´re the captain, What you gonna do
All this abusing becoming amusing, the harsh reality becoming alluring,
The life I´m choosing won´t stop moving and I´m refusing any kind of curing.
Cause see right now this papers moving and to be honest this papers ruling.
If God say´s it´s the demon I believe him, cause what I´m doing for him you could call appalling.
But there no such things as half way crook, so I pay cash and got my seat book,
As i approach the peer i got no fear,
Men women and especially gays.
I´m getting more lost by the day, the deeper I go the harder to find my way,
I know the blair witch I seen her yesterday, she collapsed naked on the bed with a needle in her crotches
And the baby sniffles as he watches, but that aint nothing new.
He´s always sniffling, always got a cold, yea that´s what crack´l do,
Peek a boo, I seen you, doing what your people´s don´t know you do,
But neither does mind and right now I´m not sure I mind cause right now I don´t get my mind.
When life hits you with issues, makes you wanna cry and wet tissues,
Wondering who´s really with you, what you gonna do,
When it gets all dramatic, and its over the top like bad acting,
Sinking ship and you´re the captain, what you gonna do
What you gonna do when things,
Get on top just like a swing
And you tired of arguing, saying the same things
What you gonna do when things,
Get on top just like a swing
And you tired of arguing, saying the same things
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I got butter but I aint got bread and I´m smoking on my last cigarette.
I aint got creds I can´t make calls, got no papers I got no jewels.
Got debts up to my eyeballs who made these rules, it´s a catch 22.
Christmas soon come and I got no funds but what´s Christmas if you aint at mums.
What I´m spose to do sit here and wait for this little JSA. No blasted way,
I´m a call G and get a food on conceit or use my giro and by a 16th,
now that´s small time but I got to make p´s, I´m so hungry man I just gotta eat and 2 a certain degree,
I´m intrigued by these streets, they say misery loves company and I´m so comfy I could fall asleep but I can´t do that.
I´m surrounded by cats, filthy cats sitting in steps with cat size rats.
Yep it´s a fact I´m truly lost now, will I end up where I can´t be found.
When life hits you with issues, Makes you wanna cry and wet tissues,
Wondering who´s really with you, what you gonna do,
When it gets a dramatic, and its over the top like bad acting,
Sinking ship and you´re the captain, What you gonna do
All this abusing becoming amusing, the harsh reality becoming alluring,
The life I´m choosing won´t stop moving and I´m refusing any kind of curing.
Cause see right now this papers moving and to be honest this papers ruling.
If God say´s it´s the demon I believe him, cause what I´m doing for him you could call appalling.
But there no such things as half way crook, so I pay cash and got my seat book,
As i approach the peer i got no fear,
Men women and especially gays.
I´m getting more lost by the day, the deeper I go the harder to find my way,
I know the blair witch I seen her yesterday, she collapsed naked on the bed with a needle in her crotches
And the baby sniffles as he watches, but that aint nothing new.
He´s always sniffling, always got a cold, yea that´s what crack´l do,
Peek a boo, I seen you, doing what your people´s don´t know you do,
But neither does mind and right now I´m not sure I mind cause right now I don´t get my mind.
When life hits you with issues, makes you wanna cry and wet tissues,
Wondering who´s really with you, what you gonna do,
When it gets all dramatic, and its over the top like bad acting,
Sinking ship and you´re the captain, what you gonna do
What you gonna do when things,
Get on top just like a swing
And you tired of arguing, saying the same things
What you gonna do when things,
Get on top just like a swing
And you tired of arguing, saying the same things
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