It starts to tear me down
Destroyed by what I create
It left the nerve exposed
Feels like a lost cause
Frustration´s all I have left
It´s what reduced me to this
Turned me against myself
It´s still a lost cause

I can´t keep doing this to myself
But it´s the only way to forget who I am

Your disability
Kept pushing me away
It went beneath what´s so real to me
And threw it all away
I underestimated
The lengths that you would have gone
To deny who you are
You threw it all away

I will keep doing this to myself

´Cause it´s the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help

This failure has to be all mine all mine now
I´ll turn my back on myself
If it´s my only way out
It can only help me if it hurts

I won´t give into, I won´t give into...
I won´t become one with your lies

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now
I´ll turn my back on myself
If it´s my only way out
I´m too tired to feel anything anyway

I will keep doing this to myself
´Cause it´s the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now
I´ll turn my back on myself
If it´s my only way out
I´m too tired to feel anything anyway

I have become one with your lies