The black and cold reminds me
Of all the distance we have crossed
And if your darkness blinds me
I could never be more lost

But I´m not the one who seeks your protection
I´m not the one to share the disguise
And I´m not the one who reeks of rejection
I´m not the one to tear the same way twice

You push from the inside - smothered
You push from the inside out - smothered

Have all your walls surround me
They´re closing in they block my sight
The violence around me
Found me when I could not fight

But I´m not the one to take your direction
I´m not the one who wears the disguise
And I´m not the one to share your reflection
I´m not the one you break the same way twice

I will never win
I will never win with you

I read you
I fear you round up no more than you know
I hate you
I still do everytime you let me go