This house is full of secrets that i
have kept from her for far too long
i hope i make it through the day

my conduct should be suspect and my
intentions should be checked buy i´m to
involved in making plans for my soul

her heart is full of kindness that she´s
given away and now she is tired
of all the parts of life that she made

she tries to help out everyone
but i can only help myself
i question whether she knows she´s safe

i hope you find it
cause i could not find it in me

i can´t say when i´ll leave you for good
my selfish heart hopes you don´t go first
God knows i couldn´t make it one day

i´ll ask that you find someone to help
like you treated me like you were myself
you broke your back to make it okay

these parts of life that i cannot hold
you carry me along with your load
you´re more than i could ever repay

i hope you find it
cause i could not find it in me